Maria Gemma @ Tuesday, Oct. 25, 2005 * 9:08 pm
Because of You - Kelly Clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far
Because of you
I never stray to far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with
Because of you
I never stray to far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid
I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing
Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
Im ashamed of my life
because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid
Because of you
Because of you
ahhhh nice song...yupps...
it's hard to be able to just look from afar and not do anything isn't it? -shrugggs-
Minimus @ Monday, Oct. 24, 2005 * 9:41 pm
I just realised that the class blog is becoming as sluggish as an earthworm on a rainy day. Like graveyard liddat.
I checked the blog many eons ago, there were these few blogs. I checked again today, no. of new entries can be counted with fingers on a chicken leg. Even shoutbox displays little activity.
Lol, i tot exam over already.
Btw for pple like shuren, who never (even in his previous life, i think) blogs. i think we can replace his picture already, with a picture of a tombstone. and engraved on it, "the despised".
*chEezy @ Monday, Oct. 24, 2005 * 4:12 pm
hello hello! long time no blog!!! hahaha... charlene is quite put off by me i think cus i keep making her do pw w me hehehehehehehe. XDXD but we made good progress!!!! managed to cut her OP from 7 min over to 5 min +++. still need editing though.
EVERYONE JIAYOU FOR OP! we can do it mAnssss hahahahahaha
lalalalala these days damn sian larhs promos over le still must come school. it's such a chore to wake up so early every morning and stuff. aRgggggggggh but cannot keep skipping school w/o MC also. despite the fact that my mom's always willing to write a letter for me to rest at home. X.x hurhur *feels bad*
boo. ms tan just called me to ask me to staff room for a chat. O.o hehe. gtg
JIAYOU FOR PW! last lap! den we can have playyyyyy XDXD ^.^
shell @ Wednesday, Oct. 19, 2005 * 8:33 pm
ahh. nice song nice song.. heard the song yesterdae.. den todae heard it again fr fangz's laptop. eee. nice.. a-mei's ji de... c=
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后
我们都不知道会不会有遗憾
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我们都累了
却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑
怎么说怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂
两个相爱的人
等对方先说找分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中
看见了不同的天空
走的太远
终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我
要有两个相反的梦
谁还记得
是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话
是我们以后的伤口
过了太久
没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
我和你手牵手
说要一起走到最后
shell @ Friday, Oct. 14, 2005 * 9:02 pm
7d 7d.. ah. i kinda miss 7d.. and i was desperately trying to sign in to msn.. i cant. dunno y. X( it feels a lil weird being here when there's still school.. mms.. hows pw ppl..? sorry sorry 188 =x hope the esplanade meeting will turn out to b productive.. ah bet u guys will haf lotsa fun. mm =) life here's realli quite different. yup. not v developed like i had imagined.. yet not like wad i expected.. u noe.. was expecting a lil more countryside style.. but. yea. nopes. its like.. quite messy messy around here. but ppl r frenly n nice. though most of the time dun really understand wad they are saying.. food's not bad. a lil sour. n sweet.. not too spicy.. yeps. more on the soursour side.. ate a lot a lot for dinner.. and im a lil confused abt the time. dunno if its 9+ here or 9+ there. its 1 hr slower here.. o wells.
i guess it's all in the mind.. not being there doesnt mean you dun think abt stuffs there rite.. i mean. yea. it's kinda dumb if u think abt it.. i'm missing home alrd. wanna talk to my sis, see my mum.. sleep on my bed. yea it's cool having my dad here w mi. cool. but different. awkward. i miss school. yuck. tt's crazy. it's wad i wanna get away from and now i'm complaining. was quite disturbed by some chem stuffs.. but sorta got it settled.. felt a sense of loss then.. and guilt. yuck. it's still haunting me even when im here. i realised i cant run away from it. things dun work out this way. to worsen things, ma n mr teo is super nice abt it.. ah. guilt guilt. =( ya of cos im glad they dun force me or anything anymore. but.. argh. sigh.. u noe.. =(
wells. shoots. im gonna take some time.. settle my thoughts. here. well. i've been planning to do so since promos. so yeps. this is a gd time gd place (well..). sharan sharan.. u've been really encouraging.. and yup. super amusing too. u rock! thnx so much for accompanying yesterday.. u noe.. to buy some stuffs yea. hahs. had lotsa fun =p lets go buy more black forest next time.. and chinswee chinswee.. it was tt night when i was talking to u online tt i decided to take some time off.. u made me feel really much much better.. u nv fail to make mi =) thanks so muchhiee.. liqian! hahs. u're realli cool man! u make my journey home eventful.. ah hahas. enjoy talking to u so much.. u made me -open my eyes- and -see-.. yepyep. no wonder crissy babe loves u.. =p to charl and ed, =) ahs. u noe la huhs. charl u gave mi ur hand when im really tired.. and pull me up up up.. and ed. u ah. always make me live in tt fantasy world. not realistic one! ah. but i like. so. yea. cool. and my pw mates. 188! really sorry cant attend meetings during wkends.. and for missing 2 rehearsals =x thanks for understanding.. =)
okays. i shall go join my dad soon.. miss u all. take care ppl.. and all the best for gp on monday!
kep @ Wednesday, Oct. 12, 2005 * 8:50 pm
woohoo... fos not bad leh.. we s7 class pia 2 second places in bball gers and soccer... thanks to all the girls for being so sporty!! jasmine, charlene, peishan crystal huangjuan michwang... street soccer is such a dangerous game.. haha bud chinswee too pro liao.. jeff and jr also... friday take prize muz cheer louder!
charl @ Wednesday, Oct. 12, 2005 * 8:38 pm
heyz everyone.. class blog is stagnant..blog blog..
congrats to all who played soccer for FOS.. u guys and gals did great! and thanks to all who stayed back so late.. sit and bake in e sun together.. so heart-warming.. haha.. Hope all e others who played the other sports had fun too!
To jasmine, cryz, peish and leefang, really enjoyed playing bball wif u all.. talented pple. hope u all had a great time too!
nothing much to say le.. jia you for pw everyone! (:
everlasting regret?? @ Friday, Oct. 07, 2005 * 9:58 pm
After 2 hours of agonising thru the film, I jus had the urge to prolong it by broooding over the last 10 mins thru last nite...
*SPOILERS* dun read if u intend to watch it =D dun worry, the regret is onli temporary, not everlasting...
"I know many Qiyaos, but the only one Qiyao whom i really want to have her photo taken is this one..."
The narrator maintains himself as an neutral 3rd party observer throughout the life story of Qiyao, seemingly mapping her life objectively. Yet as the film draws to a close, I cant help but think again about the purpose of having a photographer (aka Cheng)play the role of the narrator.
Is he, a professional adept at picture-taking, merely an instrument which captures and keeps the images of her life, or is he someone we should pity and lament? Could it be that he represents the hand of fate, wielding the power in his hands to radically altering her life, but in the end, lacing conviction, choosing to use his hands to operate the camera, and leaving her to her sad, but predictable end?
"I am willing to lay my everyting, even my life for the sake of love."
"My wife believes love should be distributed among many people, and not just focused onto an entity."
Concept of love and sacrifice, a theme explored by movies to death. When was the last time we felt sorry for the hero who had to lose his swwetheart to save the world? Theres no protagonist in this tale, which makes Qiyao's death and the cause of it ever more poignant.
Everlasting Regret depicts a pseudo-real world, but still manages to impose life's bitter irony onto me, not only due to the fact tat im actually tinking so deeply about the whole show even though its supposed to be a flop. The fact that she was willing to die for her love, but ended up dying for the one tat died her most injustice, is a predictable, and effective way of getting tis across to me....
" The city of Shanghai goes on relentlessly, almost too eager to put the sad story of Qiyao behind in her wake"
*end of SPOILERS"
We are in no place to determine what love is worth, for we simply dont have the ability to measure it.
Let love decide who is worth love's favour,
Let the thread of life go on.
Let the masterful hands of fate weave these threads in and out.
let us admire her masterpiece
let go.
Maria Gemma @ Thursday, Oct. 06, 2005 * 10:58 pm
FIRST ONE TO BLOG AFT PROMOS!!! ahahahah...
come back ppl..let's blog...no need for a hiatus anymore...
its time to play n enjoy n be healthy once again....oh i cant wait
chEezy~~ @ Monday, Oct. 03, 2005 * 5:07 pm
ellossss
here to archive the pages again. C=
hMm now like not much activity here liaosss. must be cus of promos ehs. haha stating the obvious C=
aniwaesss jiayou for the remaining 3 papers!!! we can make it de! C=
HEY this is hc05s7d.
it doesnt matter how we look: what matters most is what we feel and what we BLOG C=
what is essential is invisible to the eye
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